I want the warmth of the sun, just not too close. Just not too much. Just enough that a spritz can fix, a shower can soothe, a breeze can break. Just enough that the pool stays cool, and the shade stays cool, and thoughts of you stay dry. Just enough that I can drive with the windows down, and breathe, and sing, and breathe. How fragile, this love of summer. How sweet the sweat on my upper lip. And what a time for my hot water heater to go. And for the water to run cool. And the person who fixes it doesn't answer his phone. And what a good time for him to not answer his phone. What a time for me to overcome the conditioning of not using air conditioning because it cost too much and the beer he bought was a better use of the family budget. What a time to sweat and love, and taste the sweetness of summer heat. The sex of flowers hangs heavy in the air. Chill, the passion, barely there.
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